i've put so much bad in here, it's time for something good.

i've missed the me of a couple of years ago. i think i was stronger then, more confident. i knew what i cared about and that took priority. somehow i lost a significant part of that, and i'm not sure how or why. i just know that i'm really glad to be getting it back again, day by day.

promising myself that i'll never forget that i'm pretty great ever again. and i don't have the time or energy for whatever tries to tell me different.



i am this cat! ...right until the very end.

Sometimes my moods change like a fever breaking. But I'll take it.

holiday sadness.

i'm sad because i have to go back to work tomorrow. but at the same time, i'm looking forward to the normalcy. i would kind of like to get out for a couple of hours, but there is literally nowhere to go. there's nothing on at the movies that i really want to see.

everything is just too quiet for me right now. and i normally don't complain about that.

Today is a breathe sort of day. But I plan on walking like fifty miles after work.

Tomorrow will be a very long day, and I'm sure I'll be exhausted by the end of it, but then it's a three day weekend and I refuse to let it be ruined.

It's also a Blue Moon. Maybe something interesting will happen? Hope springs.

i hate spring.

so much.

Why does my mother insist on dragging me out of the house today. This can only end in blood and tears.

...How do I even make a post about myself anymore? I just don't know.

I should probably check my phone for missed calls/voicemails, but I really don't want to. Considering that this is the weekend before my birthday, chances of getting to be antisocial this weekend are slim to none.

Have to come in to work early tomorrow, which is fine. Hopefully it will be a quiet Friday, and I've been sleeping too much the past couple of days anyway.